"Trust me, Ben, what you can dish out can't be worse than anything I haven't already been through," Dean sighed heavily, before looking back at him. "I don't intentionally abandon people. I may screw up, sometimes majorly, and when I do I try to do whatever I can to fix it, but I don't intentionally turn my back on people when they need me. So I'm here. Whether you like it or not, whether you want me to be or not."